{"id":99,"date":"2014-01-16T12:03:27","date_gmt":"2014-01-16T12:03:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/?p=99"},"modified":"2017-10-05T13:54:32","modified_gmt":"2017-10-05T13:54:32","slug":"decisions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/?p=99","title":{"rendered":"Decisions"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s 6:15 am. Decision time. Not whether to go to the gym before work, but whether or not I stay in bed or get up to enjoy one precious cup of coffee in peace and quiet. Perhaps even catch up on the news headlines of the day so I don&#8217;t have to rely on my Facebook feed to tell me what&#8217;s going on in the world.<\/p>\n<p>6:15&#8230;am&#8230;.I have approximately 45 minutes until my 22 month old springs from her nightly slumber demanding cereal and Timmy Time and finger paint. 45 minutes until my whirling dervish in a diaper consumes nearly every second of my attention and energy. Sleep or peace and quiet? Hmmmm&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>And then, since I&#8217;m 6 months pregnant, the decision has been made for me. Baby #2 starts tap dancing on my bladder and I&#8217;m up to pee. Again.\u00a0 After making more room on the dance floor for Baby V, I realize there&#8217;s no way I&#8217;m dozing back off to sleep again so I head to the kitchen.<\/p>\n<p>As I wait for the coffee to brew, I look around. My mom mind starts making lists: the dishwasher needs unloading. And then reloaded with the stray cups and bowls from last night&#8217;s bedtime snack. Wow&#8230;look at all the fingerprints on the fridge. That really needs to be wiped down. Oh yeah, I have a load of towels in the dryer that need folding&#8230;and when&#8217;s the last time I wiped down the baseboards in the laundry room? Oh, and we need Oxiclean. Better add that to the Costco list. What else do we nee&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>*BEEEEEEP* *BEEEEEEP* Coffee is ready. I contemplate: coffee and the news or take care of those few things that <em>really<\/em> need to get done. I close my eyes. I hear&#8230;.silence. A rare commodity in a house with a toddler and three dogs. I take a deep breathe and decide that these next 45 minutes belong to me. Perhaps the hardest decision to make as a mother sometimes is to take time just for yourself.<\/p>\n<p>I enjoyed my coffee. I enjoyed my news (ok, it was really an episode of Real Housewives of Atlanta). And when I heard that tiny voice call from the hallway: &#8220;Mommy? Mommy?&#8221; I was ready to start *our* day and instead of cereal and Timmy Time and finger paint, we had home-made French Toast with blueberries (and Timmy Time and finger paint because some things in a toddlers world just aren&#8217;t negotiable).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s 6:15 am. Decision time. Not whether to go to the gym before work, but whether or not I stay in bed or get up to enjoy one precious cup of coffee in peace and quiet. Perhaps even catch up on the news headlines of the day so I don&#8217;t have to rely on my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=99"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":130,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions\/130"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=99"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=99"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/worldofgrey.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=99"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}